It's almost 1.30am and I'm sitting in bed. I probably should be asleep soon, but I feel overcome by a lot of different emotions.
Anxiety—Just feeling it in general. However, I'm also feeling it over the transfer to the Downtown office… effective Monday.
Exhaustion—it's been a long week and staying up late doesn't help.
Happy—I just had a fabulous night out! A couple of drinks, chatting with people and seeing a few people who I haven't seen in awhile. I can feel less tension and stress in my heart… I just had to tilt my head back, relax and smile.
Lovelorn—while I was chatting with friends tonight, the issue of love came up. I'm still looking for that perfect person who understands and loves me for me… who unconditionally loves every ounce of my being and is truly serious about pursuing an *us*
Hopeful—I really don't even know what I'm hoping for, except to say that I know there's a sustained happiness that awaits me… once I figure out what I want and work toward making it happen. It's nice to feel optimistic about life.
Speaking which of hope, I hope that this upcoming weekend goes well. I'll probably spend a bit of time out and about, but I'm also hoping to putter around my place and take care of things that need to be done. Anyways, I hope that you all have a fabulous weekend… and will talk to you later!
Love,
Kacee
I'm Kacee, a pre operative transsexual on her journey through life. Hopefully, through my experiences, you can find some inspiration or little nugget of wisdom that will make your journey easier too!
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