Hi everyone, well, enough time has passed that I've felt sufficiently guilty about not posting another blog. It's a Friday night and I'm snuggled up in bed, lit by the glow of my laptop, a nice warm bag of microwave popcorn… and the DVD of "The Grudge 2." I'm sure its not one of the Oscar contenders, but I've had it for two weeks and it soooo needs to go back to Netflix. Anyway, I don't really have one big topic to chatter on endlessly about, so this'll be more of a stream of consciousness thing.
First, I wanted to thank everyone for their nice and supportive comments and the emails after my last blog. I don't want people to think that I was writing that blog while sitting in my bathroom with a shotgun in one hand and a bottle of Jack Daniels in the other (because then I'd have to have at least 4 hands… and I don't have enough accessories for that!). Seriously, though, I had been going through some rough times and just went through a particularly rough evening at the club. Things aren't back to normal yet… and I'm guessing they won't be until I discover my bliss (whatever it turns out to be).
Second… my 4th TG birthday is coming up next week! I can't believe that its already been four whole years since I first started going out! Looking back, I don't think that I could have possibly imagined all of the wonderful friends and terrific things that I've been able to do. Anyway, I haven't made any special plans, but hopefully I'll be able to go out on the weekend with the girls!
Third, clubs… still not a super big fan of them. I mean, I go through all of the effort to vamp it up… find the right outfit and go to the club. After battling with the rest of LA to find parking and paying the cover to get in, all I really have to look forward to is a few drinks, blaring music, and some unfriendly people. I like to chat with people but am often pretty shy about just wandering up and talking to random people . . . and it seems that most people at the clubs are too caught up in their own world to be sociable. I guess I need to find the right club or gathering and, at that point, I might start to have a little fun.
Its 1215am (and 40 minutes into the movie) and I've decided that the Grudge 2 is probably not the best movie to be watching right now. Its not so much that it's a masterpiece of suspense and horror… but just totally creepy seeing the pale kid and the scary looking killer chick (doing her killing thing). I guess I'll be watching the Discovery Channel for the rest of the night.
Finally, I'm pretty excited about the long weekend… I don't have any special plans, but sleeping in late is good enough for me. Its also Chinese New Year… so, if you're Chinese, Happy New Year… if not, happy Sunday!
Well, I hope you all have a fantastic weekend and thanks for reading!
Love,
Kacee
I'm Kacee, a pre operative transsexual on her journey through life. Hopefully, through my experiences, you can find some inspiration or little nugget of wisdom that will make your journey easier too!
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ReplyDeleteI also hate clubs. Same reasons, except I fight the traffic in Philly. Also, due to listening to loud music too much in my youth, I have problems with ambient noise. That means I can't hear anyone speaking to me if anyone actually does!
Bottom line, it's the neighborhood pub for me!
Hope all is well!